To tell G that I wanted a break.

I want to get to know me again.

He said that he understood, that he was upset but I needed to do it.

Then I fell into bed with him and made mad passionate love all night, haven't done that in a long time.

This morning I just wanted to hold him.

I'm confused.

There are two people, G and S. What am I to do?

I can't pretend that I don't love G, I do...

I'm very confused now :(